Dear Bapak

Dear Bapak..

Maafkan putrimu ini yang masih membuatmu bekerja di umurmu yang sudah senja

Maafkan putrimu ini jika belum bisa membuatmu bahagia

Pak..

aku sama sepertimu, tidak bisa mengungkapkan rasa sayang secara terang-terangan

kita hanya banyak berdiam ketika bertemu

tapi aku yakin dalam diammu, kau begitu menyayangiku

begitupun aku, 

dalam diamku aku begitu menyayangimu..

Doaku untuk kebaikanmu selalu pak..

Di copy-paste dari blognya ; mahda-niah

Sumber ; http://mahda-niah.blogspot.com/2013/02/dear-bapak.html

Maps - Maroon 5

I miss the taste of a sweeter life
I miss the conversation
I’m searching for a song tonight
I’m changing all of the stations

I like to think that we had it all
We drew a map to a better place
But on that road I took a fall
Oh baby why did you run away?

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following

I hear your voice in my sleep at night
Hard to resist temptation
'Cause something strange has come over me
And now I can’t get over you
No, I just can’t get over you

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Yeah yeah yeah
Oh oh oh

Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest time
Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest nights

Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest time
Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following 

yasudahlah

Sebenarnya, kurang baik apa tempat ini, kalo kamu capek, kamu boleh tidur boleh istirahat kapan aja, kalo kamu laper kamu bisa makan kapanpun tanpa nunggu waktu istirahat, kalo kamu nggak enak badan kamu bisa istirahat sesukamu sampe kamu enakan, bahkan tidak ada larangan, tapi kenapa waktu tempat ini butuh kamu, kamu nggak selalu ada buat dia.
aku.
ya aku seperti itu ya?

Flashback

iseng liat liat tulisan di blog ini yang jaman jaman dulu, ternyata aku wkwkkwwkkw aku alay XD aduh wkwkw
rasanya geli malu ketawa duh kenapa dirimu dimasa lalu terlihat begitu konyol whehehehe

Introvert atau Anti Sosial?

beberapa hari terakhir ini, rasanya lelah sekali, baru sadar kalau ternyata tubuh ini mulai tidak tahan lagi menyimpannya sendiri
untuk waktu yang lama aku bersujud, meminta ketenangan batin,
rasanya pusing sekali
Ah!!! kenapa begitu lemah
ayo bersyukur!! Alhamdulilaaaah, alhamdulilaaah ya Allah, Alhamdulilaaaah :')
sekuat tenaga menahan agar butiran bening itu tidak jatuh menetes
ini melenceng dari judul, entahlah kenapa demikian
introvert atau anti sosial? aku terlalu takut bertemu orang baru :')

sajak bang tere

*Sepotong bulan untuk berdua

Malam ini,
saat dikau menatap bulan,
yakinlah kita melihat bulan yg sama,
mensyukuri banyak hal,
berterima-kasih atas segalanya,
terutama atas kesempatan utk saling mengenal,
esok-pagi, semoga semuanya dimudahkan..

Malam ini,
saat dikau menatap bulan,
yakinlah kita menatap bulan yang satu,
percaya atas kekuatan janji2 masa depan,
keindahan hidup sederhana, berbagi dan bekerjakeras,
mencintai sekitar dengan tulus dan apa-adanya..

Malam ini,
saat dikau menatap bulan,
yakinlah kita menatap bulan yang itu,
semoga yg maha memiliki langit memberikan kesempatan,
suatu saat nanti, dengan segenap pemahaman baik
menjaga kehormatan perasaan
kita menatap bulan,
dari satu bingkai jendela